Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Life Goes On Indeed it does. A useful trick is to remember that it will continue to even after yours ends. This can help one practice humility, it can remind one of the importance of spiritual practice or it can lead one to eat those friggin' Oreos now! Regardless I think it's an important exercise. How do you want to be remembered? Have you made the world a more or less pleasant, or at least interesting, place for other sentient beings today? Should your projection of the universe persist into the morrow what do you intend to do with it?

H hurt me three ways when she said I wanted to kill her. First, I don't want to kill anything. It is even with some regret that I give up on shooing mosquitos away and slap them, or coaching cockroaches to stay out of my sight and set traps. Interestingly, we don't seem to have roaches out here in the country... or they're well behaved. On the other hand, I'm headed to The Land of Thai for a month and expect my mosquarmic debt to accumulate appropriately. I really have no desire to end the universe for any being, however sentient. Secondly I have to live with my Mother's living will. She tried to kill herself enough times when I was growing up that she now tries to take responsibility for the way I am. I'll let her take a little but really, no, it's more a question of excitement and aesthetics that led to my third point. But to finish the second: we all made considerable effort to convince her to hang around. As her nervous system continues to fail we have less and less right to do so. I'm trying to sell her on the idea of a brain-computer interface but failing that I expect to have some real responsibility, in decision making at least, for the death of someone I love very much. Dad has the same paper of course but in his case, well he appears to be the same miraculous ox as his father before and his son after. We'll die with our boots on methinks. So, the third point. If I wanted H dead she would be. That was my response to her and I missed her mumbled reply but let me just unpack what I said so you can appreciate my sickness. Several times I held her life in my hands. That used to be one of my things. Enjoyed it very, very much. So much that I now feel pretty comfortable saying it's in the past. We perfected perfection, I don't believe that I can ever hope to repeat the performance. But it is painfully obvious that I didn't, don't and won't want to kill. Saying otherwise is simply hurtful. But there are a few of us that might classify her an emotional sadist.

So everything has fallen into place again. It's ridiculous, I don't deserve it, my gratitude toward the universe is unending. The move will doubtless be torture with sciatica and 100 pounds of baggage but M is going to be in LoS at the same time I am. I'll prolly stay with him as I have no idea how the S project is really going or if it requires my involvement anymore. Speaking of S projects, it appears I've lost L. This work is mainly a reminder to me what happened when, don't expect to understand it without a secret decoder ring. But I'll tell you straight, my newest heartbreak is that I suspect that I no longer have any reason to return to China.

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Life Goes On Indeed it does. A useful trick is to remember that it will continue to even after yours ends. This can help one practice humility, it can remind one of the importance of spiritual practice or it can lead one to eat those friggin' Oreos now! Regardless I think it's an important exercise. How do you want to be remembered? Have you made the world a more or less pleasant, or at least interesting, place for other sentient beings today? Should your projection of the universe persist into the morrow what do you intend to do with it?

H hurt me three ways when she said I wanted to kill her. First, I don't want to kill anything. It is even with some regret that I give up on shooing mosquitos away and slap them, or coaching cockroaches to stay out of my sight and set traps. Interestingly, we don't seem to have roaches out here in the country... or they're well behaved. On the other hand, I'm headed to The Land of Thai for a month and expect my mosquarmic debt to accumulate appropriately. I really have no desire to end the universe for any being, however sentient. Secondly I have to live with my Mother's living will. She tried to kill herself enough times when I was growing up that she now tries to take responsibility for the way I am. I'll let her take a little but really, no, it's more a question of excitement and aesthetics that led to my third point. But to finish the second: we all made considerable effort to convince her to hang around. As her nervous system continues to fail we have less and less right to do so. I'm trying to sell her on the idea of a brain-computer interface but failing that I expect to have some real responsibility, in decision making at least, for the death of someone I love very much. Dad has the same paper of course but in his case, well he appears to be the same miraculous ox as his father before and his son after. We'll die with our boots on methinks. So, the third point. If I wanted H dead she would be. That was my response to her and I missed her mumbled reply but let me just unpack what I said so you can appreciate my sickness. Several times I held her life in my hands. That used to be one of my things. Enjoyed it very, very much. So much that I now feel pretty comfortable saying it's in the past. We perfected perfection, I don't believe that I can ever hope to repeat the performance. But it is painfully obvious that I didn't, don't and won't want to kill. Saying otherwise is simply hurtful. But there are a few of us that might classify her an emotional sadist.

So everything has fallen into place again. It's ridiculous, I don't deserve it, my gratitude toward the universe is unending. The move will doubtless be torture with sciatica and 100 pounds of baggage but M is going to be in LoS at the same time I am. I'll prolly stay with him as I have no idea how the S project is really going or if it requires my involvement anymore. Speaking of S projects, it appears I've lost L. This work is mainly a reminder to me what happened when, don't expect to understand it without a secret decoder ring. But I'll tell you straight, my newest heartbreak is that I suspect that I no longer have any reason to return to China.

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Life Goes On Indeed it does. A useful trick is to remember that it will continue to even after yours ends. This can help one practice humility, it can remind one of the importance of spiritual practice or it can lead one to eat those friggin' Oreos now! Regardless I think it's an important exercise. How do you want to be remembered? Have you made the world a more or less pleasant, or at least interesting, place for other sentient beings today? Should your projection of the universe persist into the morrow what do you intend to do with it?

H hurt me three ways when she said I wanted to kill her. First, I don't want to kill anything. It is even with some regret that I give up on shooing mosquitos away and slap them, or coaching cockroaches to stay out of my sight and set traps. Interestingly, we don't seem to have roaches out here in the country... or they're well behaved. On the other hand, I'm headed to The Land of Thai for a month and expect my mosquarmic debt to accumulate appropriately. I really have no desire to end the universe for any being, however sentient. Secondly I have to live with my Mother's living will. She tried to kill herself enough times when I was growing up that she now tries to take responsibility for the way I am. I'll let her take a little but really, no, it's more a question of excitement and aesthetics that led to my third point. But to finish the second: we all made considerable effort to convince her to hang around. As her nervous system continues to fail we have less and less right to do so. I'm trying to sell her on the idea of a brain-computer interface but failing that I expect to have some real responsibility, in decision making at least, for the death of someone I love very much. Dad has the same paper of course but in his case, well he appears to be the same miraculous ox as his father before and his son after. We'll die with our boots on methinks. So, the third point. If I wanted H dead she would be. That was my response to her and I missed her mumbled reply but let me just unpack what I said so you can appreciate my sickness. Several times I held her life in my hands. That used to be one of my things. Enjoyed it very, very much. So much that I now feel pretty comfortable saying it's in the past. We perfected perfection, I don't believe that I can ever hope to repeat the performance. But it is painfully obvious that I didn't, don't and won't want to kill. Saying otherwise is simply hurtful. But there are a few of us that might classify her an emotional sadist.

So everything has fallen into place again. It's ridiculous, I don't deserve it, my gratitude toward the universe is unending. The move will doubtless be torture with sciatica and 100 pounds of baggage but M is going to be in LoS at the same time I am. I'll prolly stay with him as I have no idea how the S project is really going or if it requires my involvement anymore. Speaking of S projects, it appears I've lost L. This work is mainly a reminder to me what happened when, don't expect to understand it without a secret decoder ring. But I'll tell you straight, my newest heartbreak is that I suspect that I no longer have any reason to return to China.

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Shut Down

What I did with some friends these past 33 months.

What now?

Xin nian kuai le!

Nihilism gets a bad rap

Abject Scumbaggery

Mobile was the future...

Happy labor day morons (warning adult language?)!

Spaaace Maadnessss

Persistence of Vision

This watch has better specs...

In the beginning was the end

Itchy Fingers

Ain't no accountin' for nothin'

Wholly Shucking Fit!

The view from the zoo

Resumption of Fission

Very well, thank you

Geek out in a Moonage Daydream

Happy Valentine's Day!

Life Goes On

When The Compass Needle Spins

Update?

Noam, say it ain't so!

Ayah!

Escape

What time izzit?

Somewhere Between Philly and Delaware

Minutiae

Another Country Heard From

Rampant Experimentationalism

Shoe Prime - *thump*

What you are seeing does not exist

All the world a stage

Keep Your Sense of Humor

Slurryarhystic Billow

Allah Ist Gut

Here ya go...

My mistake

Guess

Wreckless Endangerment

Who shivs a git?

How much danger am I in?

Handy, man

Extraordinary Rendition

All quite on the eastern front?

Crying woof again?

Life Goes On Indeed it does. A useful trick is to remember that it will continue to even after yours ends. This can help one practice humility, it can remind one of the importance of spiritual practice or it can lead one to eat those friggin' Oreos now! Regardless I think it's an important exercise. How do you want to be remembered? Have you made the world a more or less pleasant, or at least interesting, place for other sentient beings today? Should your projection of the universe persist into the morrow what do you intend to do with it?

H hurt me three ways when she said I wanted to kill her. First, I don't want to kill anything. It is even with some regret that I give up on shooing mosquitos away and slap them, or coaching cockroaches to stay out of my sight and set traps. Interestingly, we don't seem to have roaches out here in the country... or they're well behaved. On the other hand, I'm headed to The Land of Thai for a month and expect my mosquarmic debt to accumulate appropriately. I really have no desire to end the universe for any being, however sentient. Secondly I have to live with my Mother's living will. She tried to kill herself enough times when I was growing up that she now tries to take responsibility for the way I am. I'll let her take a little but really, no, it's more a question of excitement and aesthetics that led to my third point. But to finish the second: we all made considerable effort to convince her to hang around. As her nervous system continues to fail we have less and less right to do so. I'm trying to sell her on the idea of a brain-computer interface but failing that I expect to have some real responsibility, in decision making at least, for the death of someone I love very much. Dad has the same paper of course but in his case, well he appears to be the same miraculous ox as his father before and his son after. We'll die with our boots on methinks. So, the third point. If I wanted H dead she would be. That was my response to her and I missed her mumbled reply but let me just unpack what I said so you can appreciate my sickness. Several times I held her life in my hands. That used to be one of my things. Enjoyed it very, very much. So much that I now feel pretty comfortable saying it's in the past. We perfected perfection, I don't believe that I can ever hope to repeat the performance. But it is painfully obvious that I didn't, don't and won't want to kill. Saying otherwise is simply hurtful. But there are a few of us that might classify her an emotional sadist.

So everything has fallen into place again. It's ridiculous, I don't deserve it, my gratitude toward the universe is unending. The move will doubtless be torture with sciatica and 100 pounds of baggage but M is going to be in LoS at the same time I am. I'll prolly stay with him as I have no idea how the S project is really going or if it requires my involvement anymore. Speaking of S projects, it appears I've lost L. This work is mainly a reminder to me what happened when, don't expect to understand it without a secret decoder ring. But I'll tell you straight, my newest heartbreak is that I suspect that I no longer have any reason to return to China.